sometimes i wonder
does it matter
if i live my life right or not?
i'm thinking
if there's no payoff
i've tended my path for what?

sometimes i'm feeling
there's no answers
to questions we cannot find
and my eyes
see things that shock me
in memories we left behind

i shut it out

sometimes i'm wanting
for something better
than what i have come to know
it's disappointing
to be trying
so hard and have nothing to show

sometimes i notice
when i'm watching
things aren't what they seem
is it prophetic
when you realize
you'll never acheive your dream?

i shut it out